"Look at a stone cutter hammering away at his rock, perhaps a hundred times without as much as a crack showing in it. Yet at the hundred-and-first blow it will split in two, and I know it was not the last blow that did it, but all that had gone before."
-Jacob A. RiisYou'd think that with Obama as president of our country again I'd be struck down into some dull state of depression and despair.
The temptation was there last night. It really was.
After all, for the past five days I, along with sixty students, a slew of parents, and an awesome team of fellow leaders, had worked our tails off making phone-calls twelve hours a day, running through neighborhoods passing out literature, enduring foul-mouthed people tired to death of the phone-calls, and generally pouring our every drop of life's blood into this presidential race.
When I sat with my kids and watched the results come in, when it was clear that not only was America keeping Obama, but my own state as well, it was tempting to feel a haze of depression and give into it.
But one of our leaders had the oh-so-brilliant and right idea to turn down the volume on the news and to turn up some worship music. As the words to "Ten Thousand Reasons" poured out of the speakers, I turned my heart to worship the Lord:
"Whatever may pass and whatever lies before me let me be singing when the evening comes..."
After several songs one of my dear friends and fellow leaders came over and began to pray with me. We knelt together on the ground and just poured our hearts out to the Lord...Pleading for His mercy on our country and for His protection of the unborn children.
Praise for His marvelous ways so far beyond us.
Repentance for pride, for foolishness, and for ignorance.
Dedication of our hearts and minds to His will and service.
Trust that Obama is the president God intends to use in our lives in some way.
I cried. I laughed. And the Lord was with me. I literally felt Jesus' presence right there with me, and His voice whispering comfort and peace and joy back into my heart. It was surreal, how a half hour of deep, intense, sincere prayer changed my mourning into dancing. We prayed separately and then together, and by the end of the time we were literally laughing through the tears over how silly we were to have lost our perspective.
God is way bigger than Obama. He's way bigger than America. He's way bigger than which states went red and which went blue and if our phone-calls and door-knocking mattered at all. He's bigger than all that. The word Josie and I were given in that moment was tissue-paper: it's all tissue-paper in the face of the steel-fists of our God and King.
So Obama is our leader. We are called to pray for Him. We thought we knew what was best for America, but obviously Jesus planted Obama as president of America for another four years for a reason. To bring Himself glory in some way. Our job? Stop complaining. Get involved. And pray. Pray harder than you've ever prayed in your life and don't stop after the election buzz settles. Look for ways to serve Christ and keep on keeping on. It's life people. We weren't made for this world so we're not going feel natural and skin-smooth-fit into it. So let's be resilient, let's be humble, and let's not let a mere man steal our joy.
My family sat in our living room last night watching all the votes come in, and when all of a sudden Obama won over Ohio and California, we knew it was over. I felt like crying, but I had to tell myself that God is still in control.
ReplyDeleteThank you for writing this post Rachel! :)
I know I almost cried!!! To think I'll be 16 when he finally gets kicked out! :(
ReplyDeleteWe went to bed last night before the final results came in, and my alarm this morning awoke me with "President Obama has asked for cooperation yada yada after his reelection..." Suddenly, I wasn't sleepy anymore. :(
ReplyDeleteI wrote a long prayer this morning, telling God I trust him even though I don't understand why this could be good for America. He's still got everything in those big, strong hands, and I know he can take care of it. :)
So... thanks for this post, Rachel. It cheered me up. :D